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Alright so, I decided to start blogging, not because loads of people are doing it but because somehow, it can make a deference in someone's life. I strongly believe in the impact a simple word, simple, or action can make because everything has a purpose. Yea, I might sound like an idiot, but everything that happens in one's life, from the little things to the big things, really shape your character, actions, and goals. Keep that in mind.
Anyway, moving along, I'd like to start this blogspot (>.<>
My name is Elaine Marie, I kinda don't like my name though. I was born in Puerto Rico on March 27 (my birthday is coming up actually). I was born and raised in a super strict christian home, like the traditional pentecostal crazy home (but no worries, it's not so bad anymore). I'm mostly Puertorican and Domenican but part Spaniard (like 15%) and German (like 5%), which I find totally awesome. Either way, I like playing video games (I'm probably the only girl I know that can play Guitar Hero on lefty flip on Hard/Expert mode HOOORAY!!). I like anything from RPGs to FPSs and so on and so forth. I love photography and music, anywhere from The Beatles to Metallica, Coldplay to Bloc Party, to Skillet to Flyleaf, The Devil Wears Prada to Demon Hunter, VERY wide rock music taste. I love classical and techno also. I'm short (4'111) but have a huge heart for God. I love Him with my life (I'll be telling you why in other blogs). So many bad things have happenned in my life (and I'm only 18!!!). I use to cut, attempted suicide twice. I used to think that everything in this world was useless and a really hated everyone, especially my family and God. Yea, I doubted God's existence all the time. I used to think He hated me and that there was no way He had come down from heaven to earth to save everyone in the world through Jesus. I used to think it was a load of BS but you know what, sometimes you need to hit rock bottom to realize that there is only ONE being in this whole universe who really cares about you and no matter what you do or say, He loves you just as you are, no strings attached. No one on earth can comfort or love you like God can. I mean, He sees and knows all, He knows what you're going through; your pain, your tears, your anger, He knows and believe me, He is willing to help you but only if YOU let Him. Do you really think He wants you to be unhappy? NOT AT ALL!!! Let me put it this was. Think of a person who loves you, like REALLY loves you; they mean everything to you. That warm feeling of warmness you get when you are around the...multiply that by 100, 1,000 if you want. That's how much God loves you. But, enough with me preaching, this is my blog and I'll be postingmy testimony and things that happen to me or other people or around the world.
God Bless you and if you need advice or want someone to pray for you, you can e-mail me at crimsonxcrescent@yahoo.com ^_^ And remember, press on because there is nothing better than not loosing sight of your goals.